I’ll Just Hold Myself Tonight | i’ll just hold myself tonight is a self-portrait series exploring the complexities of self-love born from a lack of intimacy. It reflects on desirability, fetishization, and the weight of being lusted after—what it means to belong to someone, something, or even yourself.

This series delves into my relationship with men and the ways it has shaped my self-worth as a girl loved in shadows. It’s for the girls who don’t choose self-love but are forced into it, for those only desired in the dark, and for those who hold themselves on lonely Friday nights yet choose to love anyway. 

The work combines both my written and visual language.